Finding strength in Presence

Physically arrived, mentally far away

Travelling through spaces hundreds of times

Experiencing created fears and joys

Counting to ten, clay in hand, eyes closed

Presence

Bringing the inner outwards

Translating the invisible for the eyes

Art as a mediator between two worlds

Clarity

Connecting with my essence

Prioritizing intuition over reactivity

Courage for patience, or vice versa?

Freedom of thought in a safe space

Letting go

Focus on me

Musical feedback without words

Directly touching the core

Sensations are carried outwards through tears

Concentration

Overwhelming powers arising

Heat spreads through my entire being

Feelings and thoughts flow in the same direction

Movement is the means of my choice

Strength

I am what I allow myself to

New-air

A cool breeze touches my skin.

Raising the hairs on my arms.

My lips are kissed by dry autumn air.

The view; colorful against a gray background.

Time passes.

Nine days hence, a full moon, a lunar eclipse.

Overthoughts have arrived a hundred times.

And not once have they stayed.

Anxiety has been present a hundred times.

And not once has it stayed.

I flow.

Backward, forward, but never stagnant.

Projects, processes, routines start, entering different paths.

Fears arising for moments, never correlating with the concrete.

My heart drums.

Sometimes noticeable, where in other times not.

Pumping without ever stopping.

I am alive.

There is no force to stop me.

Visions of other eyes, biasing my present.

Trust taking the lead, while unifying hands into companionship.

In fear, in anger, in ignorance, in the unknown.

United, never alone.

I run, observe, admire.

Everything seems intensified or am I more sensitive?

My gaze targets you, as I realize the corners of my lips.

A smile radiates through my entire existence.

The glow persists, a moment for eternity.

When the second law of thermodynamics applies between us

At night I stay awake.

Share my thoughts, feelings with you.

Smile at you.

See you clearly in front of me, feel your presence.

Feel your breath as it sets the strands in my face in motion.

Sense your energy in mine. How you are accelerating the blood flow in my heart.

Your deep gaze as it travels through my eyes directly into my soul.

How facets, masks of my being peel away layer by layer.

My vulnerability being embraced by your passion.

Finding reflection in my sensuality, through the intimacy created between us.

The tones of your voice make me vibrate higher.

Your scent mists my senses.

The warmth emanating from you, I receive with every cell of my body.

We soak on one plane, a newly created cosmos.

Time and space are non-existent.

My monodialogue comes to an end, and with it your physical absence.