Unapologetically Us

We are not here to be liked

We are here to feel

To embrace what resonates with us and what doesn't

To feel ourselves

To what truly fills us

To let go of what no longer fulfills us

Filling ourselves with love

We have nothing else to do but be ourselves

To fill the world with us

With what we bring to the world without prejudices, without doubts, without trying to please someone else

We please for the superficial appearance

Whereas, we are much more than this physical appearance

So, let's go for ourselves

Let's go for our own happiness

Let's take responsibility

In every moment

In every instance

Because if we are who we are, we will always fulfill ourselves

We will be happy even if it's not what we think others want or expect from us

Even if we face rejection for being ourselves

We will be happily rejected

Because we just don't know anything through interpretations

We don't know others through past experiences

We have a life different from others

We are everything that no one expects

Not even ourselves

We are unexpectedly essential

Unique

The Faultline

On thin ice, shattered into pieces

Getting to know part by part

Appreciating part by part

Deciding part by part

Reassembling part by part 

Turning, twisting, reversing

Indulging in memories

Based on curiosity

Discovering through experience

Welcoming the new

Letting go of or changing the old

Reinterpreting the faultline

Setting aside expectations, bias, overthinking

Transcending together what is already complete alone

Seeing beneath rather than above

Exploring perspectives

Being fear

Being anger

Being shame

Being love

Being joy

Being, to flow in the wheel of thoughts

A complete being of life

Letting go

How do I know when it's time?

Various construction sites, only one employee, me

A zip document is an impossibility

Everything so close yet so far away

Fantasies overpower my desires for physical reality

Out of hands but fully present in my mind

Nothing holds onto me, and yet it's the whole world, me

Surprise shocks my heart

Grief rolls over my face

Anger clenches from my fists

A standstill of time manifests my impotence

Everything outside makes me doubt within

Everything within makes me act outside

When something is set in motion, suddenly everything flows

In one or all directions simultaneously

Nothing ever stays still

Even less so when I want it so much

Thoughts swirl around unanswered questions

Too little time to stop time

Stop

Burning skin, lost hair, wobbling teeth

It's time to say goodbye

Everything that must be will be

Everything that is unnecessary will flow on

For moments, fantasies merge into unexpected facts

It's time to let go